Tuesday, December 11, 2007

everything i am...everything i have...

I loved you with everything I had in me... and I doubt you'll find anyone that would be that devoted to loving you for everything you are, everything you were, everything you aren't, everything you want to be, and everything you've regretted being...

but I don't love you for being selfish... because you were so selfish, that you couldn't ever think of us... it was always you...then me... and it never became us.... I instantly gave myself up for you, and thought of us...

I gave you everything I had, and I would have given more, had you shown the slightest interest in sharing your life with me... but you made it clear that would never happen...

and it wasn't right for me to neglect my calling to what I am supposed to do in life, because you were selfish and sucked everything out of me...

So now I am trying to figure out who I am without you... but that must be easy for you... becuase you never let me in...

and you never will find someone that will give themselves to you as much as I did...

and now its' too late for you...

it's too late...

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