A blonde, all-american, mid-western raised with some Southern belle flair, ordained reverend strives to change the world in a timely, organized manner, while wearing some fabulous shoes and still maintaining a social life...
Wednesday, January 23, 2008
Sunday, January 20, 2008
you won
you won
you won the date
you won the conversation
you won
you won my heart
you won my love
you won
you won my life
you won... me
you won
you won the fight
you still had my heart
you won the next fight
you still had my heart
you won the last fight
you still had my heart
you won
you won your freedom
you won your independence
you won the game
and you kept a piece of me
and i HATE that you have it
i hate that i let you win it
i hate that i gave it to you
but be happy
because you won
you won the game you were playing
too bad i didn't know it was a game
but you won anyway
so that's all that matters right?
hope you're happy
you won the date
you won the conversation
you won
you won my heart
you won my love
you won
you won my life
you won... me
you won
you won the fight
you still had my heart
you won the next fight
you still had my heart
you won the last fight
you still had my heart
you won
you won your freedom
you won your independence
you won the game
and you kept a piece of me
and i HATE that you have it
i hate that i let you win it
i hate that i gave it to you
but be happy
because you won
you won the game you were playing
too bad i didn't know it was a game
but you won anyway
so that's all that matters right?
hope you're happy
Tuesday, January 15, 2008
Wednesday, January 09, 2008
Pet Wake Up Call
I can only imagine Sally like this when she's hungry in the morning... THIS is why I leave food/water in my room!
Sunday, January 06, 2008
Baby Madeline Update
So I'm not filling this blog with lots of Baby Madeline stuff - although I would love to - if you want to watch her progress and see the "goings on" of my brother's family - they have a blog set up. http://www.thephillipshouse.net I think their intention is to keep it as a way to update everyone on all the events in their life - but I'm pretty confident right now the blog is going to be consumed by Madeline! Their latest post has a video - its pretty cute!!
Saturday, January 05, 2008
Madeline Rose Phillips
my compass
you were the magnet in my compass
you didn't provide the direction yourself
but you helped the many aspects of my own compass
you helped me with the direction
and now i'm just spinning in circles
because you took that magnet away
you took away an aid to helping me with direction
and it just happens to be a pretty important one
and you took it from me
why did i give it to you?
why did i trust you enough?
why did i think you could handle it?
why did i think you were worthy to have that much influence on my life?
why did i give you that much control?
you aren't worthy of that
you aren't capable of that
you aren't that reliable
you aren't that dependable
why did i think you were?
why did i give you that magnet?
because now i'm spinning in circles
looking for direction
wanting you to be part of it again
not because of you
but because it was comfortable
because it wasn't intimidating
because it wasn't daunting
but it wasn't YOU that provided those things
you NEVER provided me with that much
you never provided me with direction
you never provided me with guidance
you were just there
it was really me
that provided that for both of us
so now its up to me again
its up to me
because i am reliable
because i am dependable
because i am capable
its up to me
i will provide my own direction
its up to me
you didn't provide the direction yourself
but you helped the many aspects of my own compass
you helped me with the direction
and now i'm just spinning in circles
because you took that magnet away
you took away an aid to helping me with direction
and it just happens to be a pretty important one
and you took it from me
why did i give it to you?
why did i trust you enough?
why did i think you could handle it?
why did i think you were worthy to have that much influence on my life?
why did i give you that much control?
you aren't worthy of that
you aren't capable of that
you aren't that reliable
you aren't that dependable
why did i think you were?
why did i give you that magnet?
because now i'm spinning in circles
looking for direction
wanting you to be part of it again
not because of you
but because it was comfortable
because it wasn't intimidating
because it wasn't daunting
but it wasn't YOU that provided those things
you NEVER provided me with that much
you never provided me with direction
you never provided me with guidance
you were just there
it was really me
that provided that for both of us
so now its up to me again
its up to me
because i am reliable
because i am dependable
because i am capable
its up to me
i will provide my own direction
its up to me
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