its been 6 months
and i still feel something
sometimes i'm sad
sometimes i miss what i thought we had
sometimes i'm angry
sometimes i'm mad
sometimes i'm enraged
but mostly i'm hurt
because i was lied to
but not just a little lie
because when someone says "i love you"
you should be able to trust that
but i still have trouble trusting
and you took that away from me
and you don't even know
and you don't even care
you've moved on
granted i have too
but not near as easily as you
you've moved on so quickly
which is clear proof you were never mine
you never gave of yourself
you never intended on being honest
you never were honest
and i'm so mad that i gave you that time
that i gave you all of me
that i got wrapped up in this all-consuming love for you
and i received nothing
but a roommate
trivial
financial
comfortable
but the truth is
you never deserved me
and you never will
so although i'm still mad
and although i still miss some things
i'll never want you back
because you're not worth it
you don't deserve me
and you never will
no matter how many months pass
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