Monday, October 15, 2007
I hate it.... I stopped trusting you becasue of it. I don't know that you are honest with me because of it. I can't tell anymore. I put up a humongous wall because of it. You used it, and you had me. I was waiting for you, but you turned to that instead. I don't know what to do anymore. You have to earn a lot of trust back, but you're not putting in the effort. You're not trying to earn the trust back, because... I think you think I am over-reacting about it. And maybe I am in your eyes. But to me, it really hurt me. I think it's what "tipped the scales," and now you have to do all the work to tip them back. Why should I have to work at it? Why should I be feeling bad about something you did that lost my trust? Why should I feel bad about not trusting you?